1st Movie
Meet him for a movie, Dinner and chatting. Not a bad day... I like the feeling of it. Totally new to me. While watching Incredibles so damm packed loh... We hold hands, hold his legs, stroke it... Lk at his face even thou both sides got ppls. So nice feeling....We tok alot. Ask him about his past 3 experiences. 1st and 2nd 7mths. The last one 1.5 years.
1st === Not faithful to him. Flirt around.
2nd === Fly around. Dun think will be in spore for long due to work
3rd === Dump him for other. BUt still got contact once a while...
But he told me, he actually dun date younger guys even a 1 year difference and not working also. But the feeling with me is diff.
Been hoping, even in my mind i always scare of bad things happen. Dun think Aj relationship last. I ask him why we need a BF for. He stunned, I also dun really know how to ans it also...
Anyway oso dun know what im writing about. But just want to save it down... Next time i read it.. I know i have really date someone... Love someone....
2 Comments:
How do you know that you love him?
Perhaps it is the need to commit oneself to loving only each other that makes the need for a BF?
Maybe it is some bad experience you had that made you decided that singlehood is the way to go? Why are you letting go of someone whom you feel a connection to? You seems to want a relationship badly in the past. Why the difference in attitude right now (to justify the reason for letting go, perhaps you are scared? Or saw through relationship)?
Just thinking aloud. Hope you can think about these too.
~Cheers~
Thanks for the comment dude. U still dun want me to know u.
I will think about it... COs everything seem too new to me. Dun know what love is or to have a BF. I hope i know....
For now,,, Im happy what it is now...
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